2012-06-11

2012-06-11, 23:56h:
Unfortunately, I did not pass the exam today (I even got a confirmation e-mail in the afternoon that I didn't pass it). :-(
I still have another chance for the exam, I hope I will be able to go and pass this one. It would be a pity to fail twice since I hoped to one day study robotics tuition for early learning environments at a university (a few months ago, I discovered one such a degree program). But if I am not able to conclude the university degree that I have been pursuing for the past about 10 years, it will probably be impossible to begin such an additional degree in an area in which I am most interested in because one probably (at least in this example) has to have bachelor degree first for being admitted to such a program (except when I would be able to begin and conclude another university degree). But I will nevertheless try to expand my website, write on it, independent of the successful or unsuccessful continuation of my studies.

2012-06-12, 03:30h:
At the exam, it would have been better if I had known more about the topics being asked. But learning and focusing on the content and really being involved with it was difficult, especially when one constantly has own thoughts runnings through one's own head parallely. And I didn't know how the exam would be. I was the only one taking the exam and I didn't know anybody who had taken the exam before. Because of that, I also didn't know what kind of topics would be asked and I at least partially learned the wrong topics. But learning more, being able to learn more would have been definitely better (and also learning the right topics).
But I am continuing writing down my own thoughts now as if nothing had happened (after an emotionally quite/considerably depressing afternoon). And if I go to this exam again, I will have to be prepared better. And I should also prevent any accident like the one I had in the previous days before this exam.
05:01h:
I might also have to wait a considerable time before trying any second attempt of the exam in order to allow both my own thoughts/writing to develop (hopefully not too much at the same time, because like that, I would not have enough time to learn) and to prepare sufficiently for a second trial of the exam.